Cheers To The End Of Q1 2021

I not I am not alone in this camp but I find the first 3 months of a new year the hardest. Partially due to it being winter, which me it is cold and drab where I live, and partially because I always feel like I am trying to figure shit out during that time. By that I mean figure out life.

The first 3 months always seems to be the busiest time of the year as well. Coming off of the fun of the holidays right into all the work of a new year with no fun holidays in sight, crappy weather, and the thought of another year passed.

For me, I believe it is the hardest because I have not yet really committed myself to my goals, which is all on me. It usually takes me the first 3 months of the year to come out of the fog that I blindly walk into at the beginning of every year as I am not one for New Year resolutions.

With us now coming to the end of Q1 after a year of more chaos than I can ever really remember and I am ready to never do that again. This last year of life has been a real eye-opener, I am not sure how long I have been stuck in my life, how many times I have stood in my own way and just went along with what needed to get done instead of doing what I wanted to do to create the same results.

I am proud that I am having this realization as it has taken me some time to come up with the courage to have it. Turning your world slightly on its head takes courage, diving into the deep end takes courage, standing up for yourself takes courage. Living life the way you want to live takes courage and it is time that I did that.

I vow to never live a Q1 like this again no matter the circumstances, 2021 with all its imperfections is an amazing time to be alive. Q2 is the beginning of a new chapter in my book and I glad that I get the chance to type this and share it with whoever reads it.

And I write this Q1 is coming to a crashing end where shit seems to be falling apart around me and more and more I am seeing where I have gone wrong in my life by not tackling the problems that mean more to me and not being my authentic self.

Taking a step back from it I am grateful that shit in my life is hitting the fan today as it is a great reminder that I am in control of the next phase of my existence and it is up to me and only me to make the changes that I need to get through.

All I have to say is what a fucking way to end the first quarter of 2021.

Once today is over it will be in the past and I can move on to crushing Q2.